Deb, I have said this to you already but I am still just amazed at your strength through these terrible deaths. I am crying, yet feel inspired by your words and "Egi's" spine-tingling story. Your writings need to be read by every woman who has lost a child and more improtantly, by every person who knows someone that has lost. Maybe they could then have some insight into the true impact of the baby's death and their own, sometimes poorly chosen words.
I do feel there is a baby out there waiting to join your family. I just pray he or she finds their way to you very,very soon.
Huge hugs to you and your gorgeous family