Ahurani. You can't help but feel what you feel & want what you want. FWIW I think it's a really positive & encouraging thing to be planning for the future already. I know that you will grieve Hayley for the rest of your life, so don't feel guilty that you should be thinking of ONLY Hayley when her funeral is tomorrow. You are allowed to think outside of Hayley's memory.

Wishing you all my love in the world for tomorrow. Chin up! xx
What they said... Hugs...