OP - you hit the nail on the head. A lot of what you said could have been written by me or any poor other soul who has suffered the loss of a baby. So many things change & need to be reevaluated - I have been through this a couple of times myself. Work, child care, home plans - they are all thrown up in the air with a loss. It sounds like you are coping as best you can which is all you can do. Time will dull the pain but never take it away completely. Hugs for you xxxx