Becc, thankyou for sharing the story of your beautiful daughter Georgia. It was beautiful, but very sad. It is such a terrible thing that any of us have to post in this thread, but I know I have also found it so valuable to feel the support and care of other women who know what I am feeling and can understand my sadness and fears.

I have lost our little angels much earlier than you so my story is different. It must have been such a beautiful gift to be able to hold your Georgia, but one that would no doubt made the loss so much more devastating. I am glad to hear that things are getting better. I know I also gauge things on the balance of good and bad days. I still do have the occasional bad day, just a little something that I don't even expect triggers the grief again, and I am OK with that, because our losses are significant, huge in fact and they are tragic events, and I know I will always be a little sad about what has happened, which I think that most of in here are too.

I hope that you find posting valuable and that we can provide some support for you on what is no doubt a pretty rocky journey at the moment. Sending you lots of cyberhugs and hoping each day gets easier.

Meg