Thankyou so much Teagam, Beckoes and Minimax

We told DH's family Saturday night, and it was so much harder than I ever imagined it would be.... I broke down completely, DH had to tell them.....

I thought that I was coping better with it all as I can write about it, and talk about the topic of MC (as I did with one of the girls from work on Thursday), and I was completely fine.

But when I came to saying out loud what happened to me it was a completely different story, the raw emotions just escaped and I was not at all prepared for how drained it would make me feel for the night and whole next day.

I eventually rang my parents late on Sunday night and told them and managed to hold it together a bit better, I am the first in our family on both side to have experienced a MC, and what makes it confusing is that at the same time we are trying to celebrate that we have a bubba on the way.

My mum said it prefectly, she didn't know if she should be happy or sad, she just didn't know what to say, and for me just being there was what I needed.

I have spoken to the couple of people in our office and my boss, but noone else IRL yet. It was easier as it was jsut the boss on Monday as no one else was in the office, so we had a really long chat about it, his wife has a MC @ 12 weeks so I knew he would understand.

I need to email our friends who are OS and some other close friends who I want to know more personally before posting on FB or my Blog. Something I do need to do soon. But just not rushing into it, when I feel ready.

Thankyou for asking , I am hoping to have gone public by the weekend, so we can keep going forward...