Angel, so sorry to hear of your loss. I found that it was different for me as everyone knew we were PG (almost 19wks) but maybe if you have 1 or 2 really close friends that you could tell & then you have them for an extra support network, besides your DH of course. I found talking about what we went through with just a couple of good friends who then knew exactly how I was feeling & why helped me immensely (plus talking to all the wonderful girls on here too!!). I can't imagine how you are feeling, as you said no-one knew, but do whatever makes you feel right. I was another one of the big avoiders & didn't go anywhere I didn't have to go, or to see anyone I didn't want to see. You will work out what is the best thing for you to be able to manage to cope & if you find you don't want to tell anyone what you have gone through, know that there are always people here who will talk & have some idea of how you are feeling about it all.
Sending you :hugs: & warm thoughts at this time.