Thank you so much girls...

I'm in tears over this right now...I thought I was so ready to let it go, that having L use it somehow 'changed' the way I felt about it but it doesn't really. That's my baby's bed and my baby will never, ever get to sleep it in.

I just don't know if keeping it is the right thing to do. We really have no where to put it. I know my parents would take it for me. I think Dad would be OK now, he is doing much better with it now that he has his first grandson

But I think it's too late anyway - once someone has put a bid in on aren't you obligated to sell? Or can I pull the auction before it ends and no harm done?

I just don't know what to do (again!) I will admit I am surprised that this has upset me. I thought I'd past all that really intense grief.

**ETA: Sushee - I just called my mum (bawling...poor mum ) and she said a similar thing to you. That maybe this is the closure I need and that's why it's so hard. Having the bassinette or not having it doesn't change any of my memories or feelings about my baby. I have lots of other momentos (ultrasound pictures, pregnancy tests etc) that I have kept.