I don't know what to do...

[sushee]

Willow,

allow yourself to grieve all over again. It was never going to be easy letting this basket go, and I honestly don't it it will get easier for you no matter how much time passes. And why would it be easy? Your hurt is so valid and real and shows how much your angel means to you.

You know, it may help you to see someone come to get it who will love it as much you as do. You're not giving him away, not how much he meant to you, or how much you love him, by letting this go, but you may never fully realise it until it's gone. And if it means you cry and hurt, that's just shows how much your memories mean to you.

And I put something up on Ebay that I changed my mind about selling, despite having bids on it. I contacted the bidder and explained that I'd changed my mind because I wasn't ready to let it go after all, and she was really understanding, and allowed me to end my auction so I could keep it. It might work for you too if you decide to keep it.

[Willow]

I honestly don't it it will get easier for you no matter how much time passes.

I agree Sushee, which is why i'm thinking I should just do it, grieve the letting go if I have to, and move on. It's never going to get any easier and it's just not practical for me to keep it forever.

You're not giving him away, not how much he meant to you, or how much you love him, by letting this go

Thank you, this is exactly what I needed to hear....