Ugh, the bleeding is the worst....although I think you top it by having the leaking boobies. Its like insult to injury.

It is still fresh, even I feel like its fresh for me and its been almost 2 months. It was a total shock for DH to go into the scan and be told its no longer viable and no heart beat. I remember looking at the screen and being 9w+6 and thinking over and over again I should be able to see something by now (external u/s). Then he said it doesn't look good at all and he wanted to do an internal. I went to the toilet to undress and started hyper ventilating. I could feel the blood rush around my head an body and knew what was to come. DH whispered "just breathe" when I came into the room again. It was such a shocking experience and even though my symptoms had all but disappeared I never thought I would miscarry. Especially after seeing bob at 7 weeks and all good. Crushed.

For weeks after I just wanted to sleep. I had to keep going, but I dragged myself through life. I was so tired emotionally and physically. I was like a zombie.