Yeah. It sucks crappy crappy crappy crap

But I love working with kids. They make me smile....

I know I have time. I guess it's just fresh. And I thought this week would be a new start... It's just I'm sore and headachy and bleeding and generally feeling physically unwell as well as emotionally drained. So it's still there. But i thought it would be over. I guess you can never be prepared. But I was not prepared for this.