My pregnancy in January was an accident (not unwanted though, we were letting nature take its course) and since then we've decided that we should wait before trying for another baby because both of us are in precarious situations (we're still trying to move in together lol). Trouble is, I REALLY want to start trying for another baby right now! It's unreasonable and it would freak DP out but can't shake the feeling.

I wonder if part of that is because I'm still upset about January. I assumed I'd had a false positive when I started bleeding because it was a faint line and I bled like a period, I only recently found out that false positives don't really happen. I missed my period with DD on the 11th of January O7 so had this pregnancy continued, they would've been 2 years and 1 month apart. I'm worried it'll get to August and I'll be upset and DP won't understand because he didn't see the preg test and doesn't believe I was ever pregnant (the fact that he's been told by an optometrist ages ago that he NEEDS glasses doesn't make any difference aparently).

I just want to forget this ever happened, not to mention how excited I was to be pregnant again. I was hoping I was pregnant this month but got a very late period probably due to January M/C.

I'm going to stop now because I'm rambling. If you got this far, thanks for reading.