Thanks everyone so much for your support. It really does make a difference to know that there are other people who understand what this feels like.

I made a call to my doctor today, just to be sure, but everything is okay. Just a bit paranoid I think! I'm just so worried now that I will never carry a baby to full term. I know it's irrational, but I can't help it. On one hand I just want to be pregnant, on the other I'm really scared about how worried and stressed we're going to be next time. I'm not too worried about falling pregnant, but what will happen when I am. I look at my friends who are pregnant and how much they enjoy it and take it for granted, and think that we're never going to have that again. Sorry for being so negative, having a bad mood day today. Tomorrow will be better!