Oh you girls are just an amazing bunch of Women. I've been ever so lucky to have such a supportive bunch around me during this time. I'm so appreciative to be a member of this forum and to have you all here.

Thank you

Ladybirdflies - You're more than welcome hun. I'm used to it being me that provides the support. What I mean by your period being due is that with some women, at the time your period would have been due (ie 4 weeks, 8 weeks & 12 weeks) it is possible to have some bleeding. From what I know, the bleeding is apparently because the pregnancy hormones haven't taken full effect over the uterus and the lower part of the uterus bleeds at the time the period would have been due. Don't jump to conclusions just yet. The only way to know for sure is to have an ultrasound. By 8 weeks you will definately see whether babe is ok or not. Have you had one yet?

OP - I'm doin ok hun. Taking everyday as it comes. I'm feeling fairly positive atm. Not placing any pressure on myself. I hate that emptiness. When I'm around pregnancy or babies, I want my body to be filled again. Want to feel my baby kicking, moving and squirming around in me. I'm kinda at a point now that I dont want to dwell on that though. I know all the yearning in the world isnt going to bring him back. Nothing is going to change. So i'm trying to remain positive and apprecaite the time I had with him and focus on what this experience has changed in me. I miss him so much but I'm so glad that I got to meet him and know him.

Tegam - Thanks hun. Yeah i know what your saying. None can tell us whats right for us. And as I slowly recover, I see that now. I dont give hoot if people dont think its the right time. They haven't lived in my experience and know what we've been through. Mind you, i'm my biggest crytic...no-one has even said anything negative yet. I just worry what people WILL say. You're a gem hun! Thanks for your regular visits! xxx

DG - Massive hugs hun. Do what you have to hun. I'm going to get along to the next SANDS meeting. Have you thought about doing the same?