Thanks again for the kind words girls

Miss b - I hope the collection went well the other day. I'm not sure what is involved but I hope it wasn't too hard on you.

Me4ever- how exciting planning a wedding, and sobgreat your parents and sister will be able to make it too.

Alison - I can only imagine it gets harder to have the courage to try again each time, but I am glad for you that the urge is starting to come back. I guess it will always seem scary now, but you sound like a strong woman and I hope next time is the one that will give you a beautiful baby.

Freya - I am so sorry to read you have lost four little Angels. No wonder you feel worried about even DTD, it is understandable. I hope in time that it gets easier for you and you can start to plan for the future again. Must be tough with your DH away. Sendings big hugs and I hope you can start to heal now that your cycle is back.

I agree that some days are better then others. I have had some really bad days this week but then others I have managed to carry on with things. I just hope it gets easier with time.