some days i am ok. i dont think about it an look forward to starting to try again.

then i have moments like last night where everything i see or hear about makes me sad and i cry.

today i am just bitter about it all. i cant help feel cheated and let down. i constantly feel like i'm never going to have a successful pregnancy and i'm doomed to repeat these emotions forever.

i know its part of the process to feel this way but i just cant find the happy medium.