I've been thinking about you.

I found my second miscarriage much harder to take than my first. The first was kind of like "well this sucks but it happens I guess" and no2 was such a shock cos I NEVER expected it to happen again. I was angry and bitter. And ANGRY!
I would go a couple weeks being fine and then something stupid would set me off and I used to say to DP "why does this STILL hurt me!?!"
It does get better I promise.
To be completely honest, it only got much better when I was pregnant again, and way past the stage of my previous miscarriages.
My miscarriages were drawn out over months unfortunately and it didn't help me emotionally.
I went and saw an acupuncturist when I finished miscarrying and within the next cycle I was pregnant again and held onto the pregnancy and now have my precious dd2.