Thankyou so much to everyone that has replied again xx

Yesterday was very very emotionally draining, but the procedure went well. Amazingly I have no pain whatsoever... I feel more uncomfortable after a papsmear! I was kind of looking forward to my body going through some cramping so it felt more real but I guess, why torture myself...

I have been crying on and off for the last 2 days and feel so lost, I was feeling so content only a week ago, everything was absolutely perfect. I could lay on the couch all day feeling so happy that I was growing a little baby, but now today laying on the couch I just cried and felt like I was just wasting time away. I really need to start focusing on my gorgeous little girl again and be satisfied with the joy she brings to my life. My whole future right now looks so bleak though.. and it really shouldn't because I am so lucky to have such a great life and family. I need so stop worrying about the future and thinking Im going to go through this again...

One day at a time.......



ps. When did everyone get af back after a d&c?? I know its still early days but just curious... thanku x