Thanks for all your words of support girls - right now I just feel really lucky to have my boys because I know many who go through this aren't as lucky as I. I have had two trouble-free pregnancies - my body is obviously very good at keeping 'em going even if there's nothing there to keep LOL! And I feel kind of bad about admitting it here but I am glad it was a pregnancy I lost and not a "baby" - I know I would feel worse if I had seen a heartbeat. That's not to say that molar pgs or blighted ovums or chemical pgs aren't upsetting, but rather I know I could be a lot worse off if that makes sense. Maybe I am just trying to look on the bright side

And strangely I kind of feel more connected to women as a whole. Its kind of like women since the dawn of time have gone through this sort of thing - its just now that we have such fewer pgs that these things are highlighted for us. This is just my small part in our collective life. When I think of the women who had a dozen children and lost half to illness and others during birth, I really feel for them!

Thanks again all (hugs)