Ellie - i wish there was something profound i could say here to help = but the reality is that this just sucks! i'm so sorry hun

i'm sure people who've never experienced that longing for a child, knowing they are going to be parents, and then the trauma of losing that hope - no matter how far along - are just clueless! they have no idea at how much pain you feel as your heart breaks

take care of yourself - give yourself time to grieve, and take things one step at a time.

hugs