Gosh you guys are wonderful! I am feeling a bit better this morning. Burst into tears the minute I opened my eyes..I think for a minute I'd hoped it was a bad dream then reality hit again. DH is home today which is soooooo good...we've done this a few time now so we know what each other needs and we just get in our post bubby groove and get through. It was really weird telling my family last night...we hadn't even told them we were pregnant so it was all a bit of a shock for them...and as horrible as it sounds...I think the shock was good for them...it's given them a glimmer of our reality and the cruel blows we receive along the way...I just wanted them to feel the air rush out of their lungs as they processed what I was telling them...just like we had felt as we looked at our little one on the scan yesterday...I needed them to feel...something...somehow it makes our baby more real...someone that they will remember...if that makes any sense. The classic comment...from my brother who accidently got his girlfriend pregnant just before Christmas..." But I didn't even know you were trying...would have prepared me a little if I'd known"...WELL HELLO...now you know what it felt like for us at Christmas...thanks for listening to my boo hoo...really...I'm doing ok...