I am so sad reading your post Ellie. The only advice I have is to treat yourself the same way you'd treat your best friend if she was in this situation. Do whatever you need to get through the day.

I'm furious at your boss. They have no right to say that to you. Is there anywhere at work you can get support? A colleague or your boss's boss perhaps?

Finally, i don't know if this will help at all, but it might give you some hope. When i was recovering from my D&C one of the recovery nurses told me she had 5 miscarriages before she had her two children. I know having children won't necessarily lessen the pain you're experiencing, but please don't give up hope that one day you will hold your baby in your arms.

Thinking of you.