OP, Im so sorry youre struggling. I know all to well the feelings you are going through. Its hard when no one understands, especially if they havent been through it before. Im sorry your parents wont give you some time out from the kids either. My parents work and it was much too hard for them to take any time off to help me when I needed help badly. My DH went to USA for work 4 days after my first D&C and I was a sobbing mess the whole time he was away. I know how hard it is OP and I only wish I could take your pain away