I'm sorry for your loss. Don't stress about having a healthy pregnancy - you will have one. I've had 3 losses and here I am at 41 and I'm 15w6d and I had pretty much given up all hope of ever getting past 6 weeks. Don't feel mean thoughts about the pregnant ladies you see - they may be like me and have taken many years to get there or suffered many losses previously. I know it's hard not to feel that way as I've been there myself. Just think that will be me soon and you will feel a bit better about seeing them. One thing I noticed after m/c was that I constantly saw pregnant women everywhere I went.... I felt like I was being stalked by them.