Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I have actually found relief in my faith. i kinda strayed but I realized that i need to hang onto that with everything. I also believe that it happened for a reason. My husband and I were having problems, and now we are so much closer. I have realized that I might have been taking what I had for granted and now I am not. I realize that I am lucky to have one baby,so I know I can. I am just going to keep taking folic acid and make some lifestyle changes and keep praying and keep faith. I makes it hard since i got pregnant right after my DH got home from Iraq and he might have to go back in 2009. I am going to keep the faith high and the prayers high. I love you all!!!!