Hi Annie- my heart goes out to you, I can't believe what you have been through.

When my son Thomas was born at 19 weeks, we didn't register him or have a funeral or anything, but we were given his ashes. You could have a service with a celebrant if you wanted, if they don't let you have a 'proper' funeral. Or you could let them go yourselves when you are ready, with your own special little service, which is what we did. Just know your babies will be together in spirit even if they can't be together on earth.

Big hugs