I absolutely understand how frustrating and hurtful it is to have the man you love tell you he's not ready when you desperately want a baby. i lost my baby 4 wks & 4 days ago. my dh decided we will try again "one day" but not now. Our pregnancy was unplanned but b4 i fell preg we had planned to try in ausgust.. Now he doesn't know that he will be ready then either WTF. I dont think he is greiving either.. he doesn't greive. Its like, why are you doing this to me! I would never withhold happiness from him.
So like yourself i decided to keep quiet.. its been about 2 weeks since i said that and i already find myself getting frustrated & keep dropping in little comments bout how much i wish i was pregnant
I hope your man comes around. It must be SUPER hard to hear NEVER. I feel for you.