Melinda I just want to give you a big hug!!!!

I am so sorry for your loss.
You do deserve to have another baby. Dont give up. We are all here for you.

I agree with Fi. Everyone has issues. So just becasue other people fall preggy easily they still have things to deal with.

try not to think about the fear ( easier said than done) To go though that emotion is worth the true joy you will have when you do have your long awaited bub.

Try and relax and enjoy christmas with your family.