Melinda - I'm sorry I know it seems sometimes like the world is ganging up on you - and its not the case.
You deserve good things - so do lots of people. It may seem like others have it easy sometimes, but just remember there's good with bad for everyone. Some people might fall pregnant easily, but then there could be negatives for them around the corner.

You will have another baby, sooner rather than later, and it will be a happy joyous time for you. Try not to dwell on this tomorrow. Enjoy the special time with your lovely family.

Hugs to you.
Fi