Thanks everyone I do feel a little bit better today. She's so tiny that any step backwards seems like such a huge one even if it isn't and when she was overfed it made her sick and I just didn't deal with it. It felt like such a HUGE thing.

A bit of an update - we were up there at 1am last night (yes, seriously... I forgot bottles for expressing, didn't have anything to express into instead and I had rockmelon boobies!) and she appears to have stopped vomitting. I am afraid to get too excited about it just yet but she hadn't vomitted since before we were 12 hours earlier except for a burp which brought up about 2mls and they think was just normal baby possiting and not related... so, just a burp hopefully. before she was vomitting up to 8ml or even 10ml and at every feed so we were really relieved.

Going to book into my old GP tomorrow seeing as it looks like they're transferring bub to a different hospital, I'll book that in tomorrow. I don't know how much of what I'm feeling is situational or whatever but I definitely want to get on top of my feelings before they can develop into PND if I'm not there already, so we'll see how we go!