Thanks for the support girls! You don't know how much it means to know I'm 'normal' in this situation.

I just got to have hold one of two today . She didn't vomit whilst I was holding her for once (although I was very careful to hold her as still as possible - think my arm is still numb lol). Got to hold her for half an hour . Hopefully she doesn't vomit now that she's been put back. It's all about celebrating mini victories isn't it?? When DH gets here this afternoon we can get her out again and are allowed to give her a small sponge down - first since birth - so that's exciting .