After having a full term baby I wasn't expecting this. DS has been admitted to the nursery at day 4 with a couple of issues.

He is very jaundiced so he will be under the lights for two days.

He also has a low grade fever, with his temp sitting at 37.3, and his crp levels have increased from .8 to .13, it looks like it may be an issue with his blood type I am 0+ and dh is a -. He is been treated with antibiotics for two days but it could be up to five, we have to wait for more results to come back.

We have a wonderful pediatrician who knows we want to take him home, he cared for both the girls when they were in the nursery.

I am finding it harder this time, we have been here before so I know what to expect. He was doing so well with the breastfeeding but he will most likely need to have some formula as I will have to go home and it will take me a while to build up a supply of ebm.

Just needed somewhere to get it all out as I need to stay strong for him. Not looking forward to telling the family as it becomes such a drama.