hi everyone I hope everything is going good with your little ones. I just have a question about your experience with the scn. My little man was 8 weeks early and spent 3 weeks in the SCN. The nurses there were fantastic and I thought everything was great when I finally got to take my baby home. He is 4 months now and I find myself not able to think about those firt few weeks when he was in hospital. I can't look at photos without crying and I feel like every problem we have is because he was born early! I know this might be irrational but at the moment we are having problems with his sleep and I think maybe if he was full term I wouldn't have had to be so careful in the begining and maybe would have set up a better sleep routine for him.
Im also a bit worried I might have PND. Is it common to be ok with things and then when you look back on it to be traumatised? I thought I was alright but maybe now I have the energy and time to reflect I am realistic where as before I just kinda went from day to day.
Im sorry this is so long..... I guess I just want to know if this is normal and will I become OK with the pain of my tiny little baby being in hospital? Or will it always hurt?
Thanks for everything....I don't know what I would do without BB
Take care everyone
xox