I'm a goose!

[[M]umma[M]ia]

So sorry hun

[Rowellen]

We will definitely have to save. Its just hard because to get it done publicly you need to have a fair idea of when cd5-10 is because thats when you need to have it done. But by the time I will find out when that is (because of such irregular cycles) the appointments are filled. At least by going private you can guarantee getting in whenever you want at little notice.

Could you make several appointments so that you have one a week for a month or so? So when the time comes, you should have one on the right cycle day and you can just cancel the others.

[Soph28]

Could you make several appointments so that you have one a week for a month or so? So when the time comes, you should have one on the right cycle day and you can just cancel the others.

Im not sure if they would let me do that as there are plenty of women in my boat. Im just not sure if im up for all of this. My DH is deploying to Afghanistan again in a few months and its such a stressful time. Im considering giving up so I know whether I am coming or going for once. I just want to enjoy my little girl and not keep wishing I had more if that makes sense. I was so blessed to have her, she's my best friend

[miloro]

Soph. I've been stalking your thread and holding out hope for you. I really wish your result had been so different. You aren't greedy to want another baby to love and cherish and it sucks that it has not happened yet. FX everything falls into place for you one day soon.

[buffy1]

Really sorry about your news Soph. I'm with Miloro and the others - the heart wants what it wants.

I hope you can find a way to make it happen, when the time is right for you and your family.

Big, BIG hugs.

[Soph28]

Thanks Buffy, Miloro and everyone else. I really appreciate everyone's support through this, more than I can express through words on a screen or little pictures. Im touched by everyones kindness

I am going to the Dr tomorrow to get a Provera prescription to quit this cycle so I can start fresh because im starting to think this cycle was anovulatory and it could drag on for months if I dont put a stop to it.

But tonight, a bottle of wine and a soppy movie awaits while DH works late.

[~mamaspice~]

so sorry Soph. I really hope a little miracle does come your way soon.

[Yas]

That SUX hun. I am so sorry....i will continue to stalk you while you continue to journey towards your BFP xox