I had already talked to Dh about it when I got the faint +ve, but I had told him it's probably a false one my cycles are screwy so he didn't think anything more of it. He didn't put two and two together, the fact I've not wanted to eat at dinner time cause I am feeling off nor the boobs being twingy nor the spotting.....heck I still don't know. I honestly can't tell you if I feel pg or not as the last few cycles, my cycles have been 25days, 31, 20, now I'm sitting on 30 again (not including the spotting two weeks ago). When my 31 day cycle happened, I had all the pgcy symptoms too. So maybe it's just my body atm. But I want to know for sure IYKWIM? I want to know what is going on. What is causing these whacky cycles!
Anyway, Dh went mad at me for not talking to him about what was bothering me. Now he knows and I find out in a few hrs and have talked to a dr, he see's how much better I feel because I have support. Yes our plans will be stuffed up for a while if I am. It will mean having to have a serious talk with my new boss and saying I'm willing to work to 37 weeks, and go back to work once bub is 5 months.....if I can keep my shifts.... and hopefully that will mean we don't fall too far behind and can keep on track renovation wise...I don't know. I should just leave it and try not to think about it till I have the results. It's probably just my body screwing with me.....