Oh Michelle of course you cannot sleep, I was able to indulge in sleeping tablets for a good while which gave me a few hours respite from the overwhelming grief, but you can't even do that cos of Omar - don't know if you are able to relax/meditate/take herbals, anything that might help - I'm so sorry, your pregnancy was hard enough, especially this week, and with 2 other babes - now this, it's not bloody fair, massive huge hugs xoxoxoxo