I know how you feel. Myles is still on the boob and i just want my body back! I wabt to be! And like you I love it also! Sleep pfft its overated as Myles thinks

I dont have much advice but just do what is right for you and tell Shel she needs to suck it up and let you go out! Jazz may cry but she will be able to amuse her with something! If Myles cries and he is with Geoff I get " can you deal with this"

Your doing a fabulous job and you should be so proud