SarahKay,

Congratulatuons on your decision I can imagine it would have been very hard to do and I'm sure it will continue to be difficult g=for a while but in the end I'm sure it will be better. And I suppose if you are still open to this relationship under better conditions then it will give you partner a wake up call and a chance to sort himself out and show you he can be committed. If you ever need to chat feel free to pm me