Grief is a terrible thing, and I cannot imagine how you must feel, but even without that, I would not resent you wanting moments without your children...no matter how much I want my own, each person is travelling a different road, and we cannot put ourselves in their shoes.

Be kind to yourself, and allow those moments to feel sad, and resent that your children have their mother, and you do not.



I am so so sorry you feel this way xox