I'm sorry you felt this way. And I hope nothing I've said has lead you to feel this way. But I would just like to tell you something from the heart. I for one care not how a woman births her baby so long as she chooses what is right for her. That is the only problem I have, I can assure you of that (when a woman's choice is not respected). And friends of mine who have chosen C/S and FF will confirm this. Yes I get passionate, but if that passion has been misunderstood I am sorry for that, but I just want you to know that I (and I know I am only one measly member ) support you and am happy for you that your birth was everything you wanted and more.

And for what it is worth, I too have always thought you were amazing in your journey. You were always so strong and supportive. And something that I will never forget is your "affirmative avatar" I loved looking at it, it always made me smile. As when we went through LTTTC affirmations were what kept me sane.

Be proud of your journey and be happy for your choices, this is the best thing a mother can do for their baby and for themselves. C/S or FF you are an amazing woman and mother And thats not meant as a negative at all

Like others have said, we always find something that we feel guilty for and I hope you can take these things off your list xxx