hun you are doing an awesome job!! and good on you for posting about this, i know it would of helped me way back when my dd was a baby

my dd is ff and i am PROUD of it, its nothing to be ashamed about, my milk was not enough for my dd, and god knows we tried, i was judged by all including my doctor, the midwives and my friends. but at the end of the day i couldnt stand hearing my new born baby crying cos she was so hungry, so we ff her and she was like a different baby, she slepts for more then an hour at a time, she was content, no more crying and most of all i felt happy cos no matter what my daughter was getting food!! yeah i wished i could of bf but it just wasnt meant to be. dd and i still got to bond, just like a bf baby, everytime we had a bottle, she would lay there and would look at me, scanning my face and gazing into my eyes, it was so wonderful, i will never foget them 3am feeds with the light on dim and looking down into my babies eyes, holding her in so close and looking at her tiny little hand holding onto my finger. ohhhhh what i woudnt do to go back in time just to have 5 minutes of that again.

oh hun your doing an awesome job, enjoy it sweetie, they grow up way to fast