And don't get me started on actually leaving her with someone. Nope, WILL NOT consider this. But luckily we don't need to, I have no plans to return to work this year.
Hmmmm, I havent left DD yet either, the thought actually makes me physically sick

I think this might be a pretty common feeling among some mummys and I hope I dont offend anyone in saying this, but perhaps more common in those that have taken half a lifetime to get their bubba's. Its that fear of what if something happens to her??? Its a pretty scary thing to let others, who I might add you cant control, touch or hold or look after your child! I hate it when older kids or even kids the same age hit or bite DD. Sorry soooo no help but just want you to know its normal, or at least I believe it is or Im a bit crazy too