Straight after the birth of my second, I could almost see a third child. It was weird, I absolutely felt like there should be a third child. DS is now 2 and half and we have been 'trying' for about 6 months to have the third. I thought I was pregnant 2 months ago and totally flipped out and had a massive panic attack about going through it all again. My DH really wants a third, but since he saw me completely flip out about it has agreed that its probably not a good idea to go ahead right now.

We have decided to wait another 2 years and then try again. That gives me time to think about it, but it means that we are not finished yet. I hope one day I feel comfortable one way or the other and can ultimately say 'yes we are done' but I think time will probably make that decision before I do.