While i absolutely love having three my god it's exhausting. My DS1 was just over 1 month off turning 4 then DD was born so i had 3 under 4 for a short time also. It's challenging and demanding but we manage. Financially it's been tough as i've not been able to go back to work (or chose not to) with 3 little ones at home, living off DH's wage is really really tight but again we manage.

I'm a routine person and always would plan my days around the children's sleeps but with DD that hasn't been so easy. Now at 12 months i'm really starting to struggle with her continual wakings during the night and lack of day sleeps. I want more for her but it's so hard with the day to day/week to week goings on.

Getting in and out of the car can be a challenge especially when it's raining but that's only minor

Even though some days i feel so emotionayl and physically spent i still dream of having maybe one more. I don't think DH does so much but you never know what might happen in the future.

I keep getting told by my godfather that you can't have a middle child Everyone has their opinions but what is right for you is all that matters.