hun i could have written ur post word for word

i to have big issues leaving DD, to the point where ill find any excuse under the sun to avoid it.

she has probably been looked after for a total of 10hrs by someone other than DH or I in her 8 month life its not that i dont trust anyone with her but to me its my job to look after her and be with her.

theres been many times where ive thought about organising a date night with DH and then push comes to shove and i dont go through with it

ive got no advice but i just wanted u to know ur definitely not alone!