thankyou!!

its not that i dont trust anyone with her but to me its my job to look after her and be with her.
This is what usually drives me away from whatever I've planned- how dare I go and get my hair done/watch a movie/go out for dinner/lunch/MARY POPPINS!!!! What kind of excuse is that to leave my baby who needs me? What if he needs some boobies??? Even though he goes most days 6-30am-6-30pm without them? LOL

I think I have a heightened sense of how much he actually needs me LOL. But that's what goes through my head.