Oh Ellie consider your hand firmly held!

I truly understand the fear that you are feeling. It's a post traumatic response really and it is felt by everyone who has suffered losses, especially repeated ones.

I lost 3 mid trimester babies and they were all discovered on u/s. So my fear levels were absolutely through the roof. I was beside myself and I wouldn't have made it through without all of the wonderful friends on BB and my fabulous obs. She u/s me weekly to apease me and each time we each sighed a huge sigh. Most often I just burst into tears of relief.

So, I hear you - you are experiencing a terrifying thing and we are all here to support you and hold your hand.

The 25th is my 41st birthday and I will be here thinking of you and sending you all my support.

5 MORE SLEEPS