Ellie - you are doing so well and your fear is totally understandable. Just remember that whatever you are thinking or feeling - we have all done it as well and it is normal! Scans are a double edged sword - they offer us reassurance but are just plain scary.

I almost cried reading about your DH. So sweet. I love hearing of supportive fathers-to-be. I am very lucky to have one of those myselves. And my DH was dying to buy a pram as well and did research on it. Our latest purchase is the Angelcare baby monitor and he has played around with it and worked out all the settings...and tested it on me one afternoon when I was sleeping. He told me that it works. So happy to hear you have good support at home.

Keeping thinking positive thoughts and holding onto your dreams of holding this baby.