Funny you say that Laney - when I was pg with Kaitlyn I remember saying that I would be really upset if my only son was not here with us and that I would want another boy in the future. But then after Kaitlyn was born that didnt really matter to me anymore and it still doesn't - not sure why & maybe I will feel differently when this bub is born should it turn out to be a girl, but I just feel so blessed and Kaitlyn has brought us sooo much joy that now it doesnt matter to me what sex we have. I don't really see our future with more than 2 living children in it so I really think this is it for us!

Funny story about that - when I was pg with Luke I was getting out of the shower one day (probably about a week or 2 before we lost him) and I suddenly was struck with this thought that we were going to have 3 children. We had only ever discussed having 2 so it was a really strange thought and quite a strong feeling and I remember thinking to myself "thats weird, maybe we will really love being parents or something"... never would have imagined then that it might come true and 1 of our children we would never see grow up Weird hey?