I am having a hard time balancing my emotions between, daring to dream and reminding myself it's still so early and anything could happen.. I am going for a scan on Wed to check how many are in there and viability.. I POAS again this morning and the line came up nice and dark. Then I had some pain in my side tonight and I started thinking 'What if it's ectopic' Every little pain is scary. I even started to get excited about my scan, but then fear sets in and I'm just so scared there will be no heartbeat. Then I started thinking 'what if it's twins again' Sorry I'm all over the place, just scared and wish there was something I could do.. I just need to tell myself as far as I know, I'm pregnant now and I need to try and enjoy it. *Sigh* Felt good to get that out.