Hi Everyone,
I hope you don't mind me joining you in here . I've ummed and aahed about when is the ideal time and since I'm 14 weeks along, feel ready. Also I'd love to hear how you felt in the early pregnancies, emotionally. I've been up and down heaps and today was a really rough day. I felt so anxious and like I was never going to cope with another baby. I have a gorgeous 2.5 year old son and we lost our first son at 19.5 weeks pregnant and have had two miscarriages since TTC this baby. I know it's normal to be scared and feel overwhelmed but I'm also petrified of depression (not sure why, just have always been scared about it). I started suffering occasional anxiety after losing our first baby and have had it on and off for 4 years. I feel so blessed to be pregnant and love my little bun to bits, but on days like today, the mere thought of going through the stress of pregnancy and early parenting just felt way too much :-(

Well that's a bit about me and I'm looking forward to getting to know you guys. I recognise some "faces" and hope you don't mind having me. I promise, I'm not always doom and gloom :-)